Station life

Pretty much trying to get use to this station life. 1day(24hours shift) 2days off isnt really bad. Within 1 month u'll only work like 10days? And the pay.. Eyupp. Oh yeah.

3 Months.Done.

After 3 months of hard hell training..

Fire Badge

Silver IPPT & Lance Corporal.

Next stop,station life..
bet it wont be pretty easy..
real life situation,real life scenario..

Hope for the best & expect for the worse.

I dont know why.

Depression?
Sad?
Mood swing?

I dont know.
Probably what worries me is my POP results.I've fail 1 of my test. I dont know if theres any retest. I dont know if i could ever pass out.

I DON'T KNOW! NO SHIT!

I dont wanna recourse for another 3 months of hell. I dont mind working 8-5 everyday.

We will see the results this friday.

1 week left.
Getting the Results makes me nervous.

Somehow,today might be a good day.. But.. I feel sad.

Boring pe.

1 month.

1 month left.

Hopefully i can pass out. If not, i have to go thru another 3 month of hell again.

POP

Got another 5 weeks to go till POP!

iF i didnt get to POP,i wanna ask my dad to write a letter to get me out of this course and change to diff. I ain't gonna go thru this shit for another 3 months again. I rather switch to diff course.